Once in the card I saw the Magician looking at the things he had on the table, annoyed, because he couldn't figure out whether to leave the coin and take something else or to wait for something to happen for him to understand which decision he had to make. Once I became the Magician I felt the growing frustration due to the inability to decide straight forward. I realized I was in a closed space, like a chapel or half of an eggshell, and I had an opening behind me, from where I could have left only after having made a decision. I couldn't look in front of me, or elsewhere that wasn't the table and the things that were on top of it. It wasn't hot in there, but the clothes were uncomfortable and I started sweating out of nervousness. Once exasperated I threw everything off the table and fell to the ground crying out of frustration. I then imposed myself to get myself together and I put everything back on the table. I realized I had to make a decision first and then take action. I put the wand down and I forced myself to choose amongst the things on the table, choosing the coins. Once I made the decision I managed to look up and see the whole shell in which I was and the opening behind me widening. I got out and saw a huge meadow with trees and mountains in the background. At that point I left the Magician and saw him going towards a small house on the left.
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